Of Love, and Friendship...

Love has been defined as many things. The "Official" definition describes love as "an intense feeling of deep affection." I think it is so much more. Love is wanting to see that person everyday. When you love someone, you go out of your way to preserve the object of your affection. It's when you're holding hands, and never want to let go. When you're sitting next to that person, and for no reason at all, your heart pounds wildly in your chest, and your belly quivers at their mere presence. When someone is stuck in your head, and you can't get them out. Love is like life itself. You're born, you travel, you learn. If you're lucky, you stay with that person for the entirety of the journey. There's many ways to love, and contrary to what other people think, i believe we as human beings, are capable of loving more that one person at a time. I love very deeply. I love many things, and many many people. There are so many people in my life that have made an incredible impact, I think it is impossible for me NOT to love them. This is just who I am. Take me or leave me. 

I also have this habit of

 falling in love with my closest friends.

My Girl Slimathin, she thinks shes a thug .

I dont know why, but I love my friends more than I love life itself. I feel very blessed to have the friends that I have.

But i gotta admit, i think they're as lucky to have me as I them :)

This is Joie. She's nuts, she could cut someones throat to protect me, and wouldn't lose sleep over it either lol...

This woman should have been my mother. I've known her for four years almost, and I am a better person because of her. She is my High Priestess, My Friend, and one of my closest Confidante's. She keeps me on the straight and narrow, and shes not afraid to hurt my feelings to keep me there if need be. The Goddess blessed my life the day I met her.

This, this is the very first friend that i ever made in Indy, he is my best-friend  a never ending pain in my ass, but above all, he is one of the most special and talented people I have ever met in my life. He's had a rough life, and i suspect that there's not enough people who tell him "iloveyou". But I ALWAYS WILL. He has been my rock, and one of the few constants in my life, and i wouldn't trade our friendship for anything in the world.

Here Kitty, Kitty!

      

      I don't know any sane person who doesn't love big cats. I have been enthralled by them since i was very small, and I cant see that my condition is going to disappear any time soon. It is my biggest dream, to start my own Big Cat Sanctuary, and save many of these animals from horrific lives. Did you know that in Arizona, it's cheaper to buy a Tiger, than a Pomeranian? I shudder to think of how many of these cats are being held by irresponsible owners, or ignorant people who only want one to show off to the neighbors. I went 'agooglin for some photos, I want to share them with you all here. 

A Day In My Life

Me. My Life. How can I Explain this to you? Hmm... Have you ever seen the chaos following the 9/11 Bombings? Well, Multiply that by 'round six, and you have a day in my life. Hectic. Ugh. I have a Husband, he is the main source of my chaos, two children, both under the age of two, they are my husbands source of what he describes as "fun." normally, "fun" consists of yelling, screaming, throwing things, torturing any live animal that has the misfortune to cross their path, and eating me out of house and home.

The ensuing result is a house that looks like a Mack Truck lost control and drove through it. 

For some strange reason, unbeknownst to me, I love these evil creatures who never fail to give me a headache and a reason to scream. 

Unfortunately, the aforementioned "live animals" tend to be my cats. When "fun time" starts, they make an effort to be invisible. Poor things. And last but not least, my newly acquired snake, who has been the latest target of animal cruelty in my house, normally stays curled up in a ball with only her head sticking out, so she can watch the entertainment, and hope like hell she never has to come out of her tank. I wish i was a snake. i would never come out either.